Wednesday, April 20, 2011

SUMMER IS HERE!!!!!!

That's right I said it! I am DONE with school for 4 months and am HALFWAY done with nursing school!!! I couldn't be happier for summer to be here and to have a break from the craziness! (Hopefully now the weather will cooperate) Even though I know I probably will need to do some studying and preparing for next semester, I'm happy that my stress level will go down a bit and I will feel less guilty about having some more fun time spent with friends and family ;) Everyone be ready!!

I seriously never thought this day would come and it is still hard for me to believe that in a year I will be graduating from college! (NO, that doesn't make me old, but smart ;) haha) There is still a lot of work to be done till I get to that point and there is always the option of furthering my education (that is still undecided concerning a BSN degree) I guess time will tell what will be a reality or not. For now, I'm happy with a break from school... I'm not a big fan of school and would prefer to work. Besides college is expensive sheesh! I hope I'll be able to make a lot of money this summer to pay off some of my loan and maybe save up for a trip to Hawaii this December!! (Doesn't that sound wonderful?!)

As this semester/year has come to an end, I've been reflecting a lot on what's happened the past few months. One thing is for sure. I am so excited to now be called a SECOND YEAR student!! It's still the whole status thing like in high school.... first years are just kinda lame compared to second years ;) I'm excited to be able to get to see and do a lot more things this upcoming year and just have a change! I'm still trying to decide what area I want to do my preceptorship (internship) for next spring. Any suggestions are welcome :) Where do y'all think I fit the best in the hospital? As for now my top 3 choices are the NICU, OR, or the Surgical floor. I think those areas would be very cool and fun! I will learn a lot wherever I am placed though.

Something that will change though is we will have more students entering the program whether they are Bridge students or other LPNs. It will be interesting how we all get along and how our teachers will juggle all 45 of us! (compared to the 28 we have currently) I like the group I'm with now. I feel like we have bonded and have gone through a lot together. A bunch of us got together this week and went to breakfast at Angie's. It wasn't planned, but we ended finding each other at the restaurant and talked for a couple hours! It was a lot of fun and a nice venting session. Nursing school is seriously SO hard. It's nice to have people to relate to who understand what you're going through. We've had some good laughs this year and I've met some amazing people who I now consider to be some of my good friends! Speaking of funny times... we had to do a presentation for my mother baby class recently so we decided to do a video on sepsis of a pre-term infant. We decided to have some fun with it and be creative and so here's a blooper from part of our video. We had the hardest time being serious! (Not like I can be serious normally :) haha)


Anyways...... now it's time to CELEBRATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:)

Monday, April 11, 2011

Words cannot express...

I have found recently that it possible to feel every emotion all at once. I guess that's a gift girl's have.... well me at least. :) Seriously.... life lately has just taken me for a spin! I'm happy, sad, scared, anxious, excited, THE WORKS!!! I guess my mind can't decide which one it likes better so it decides to put me through all of them ;) haha but even though my life has been crazy hectic recently, I take a step back and realize how truly blessed I am. It is the hardest thing to have to take risks with certain decisions and rely on the Lord to see what He wants you to do. I am having to test my faith more than I ever have in my entire life! It is so terrifying not knowing what will happen in the future, but it is such a comfort to know that the Lord will not let me fall. He'll most definitely stretch me and I have seen me do things I never thought were possible, but he won't let me go astray. What a powerful gift the atonement is! I'm grateful for the power of prayer as well. Being able to share every thought and worry with my Heavenly Father is so relieving and strengthens my testimony. I'm grateful for the gospel in my life. It's the one thing in my life that doesn't change. I am still in awe as I reflect on my life and see where I've been and where I'm going. Did I mention I have the best family? :) They help me with so much! They are a great support system to me and bring me so much joy. As long as I have them, I know things will work out.

I love my grandparents so SO much! They mean the WORLD to me and I owe them so much for all they've done for me.