So where to even begin? Summer ended way too quickly, but it was one I won't forget. I learned so much and gained a greater confidence in myself. I finally feel comfortable with where I'm at and think I've gotten the hang at the whole college thing. (Good thing I'm about to graduate right?) Change is inevitable so all you can do is roll with the punches.
I am now done with my third semester of nursing school!!!!!! It was definitely challenging. It wasn't as rough as my first semester, but I feel like it was the most time consuming. I was able to work on most of the floors in the hospital and I started to feel like a nurse. I am still gaining knowledge and experience, but I feel like I was actually able to put my skills to use. I'm preparing to go into my last semester of college. I will have one class, an online project, my internship in the NICU (neonatal intensive care unit), and then just studying like crazy to prepare for the NCLEX (state exam to get my license). I am still in shock that I am already to this time in my life. I honestly thought it would never come, so it's been interesting to see how far I've come. Who knows what will happen within the next year.
In my ward, I served as a gospel doctrine teacher for 6 months. I feel like I learned more than I probably taught, but it was a real test to follow the promptings of the spirit and I felt like my testimony has grown a lot from the calling. I also feel it helped prepare me for my new calling; relief society president. I am still in shock and very humbled by this calling. I just was sustained last week and honestly still don't know what I'm doing. I'm trying to find a balance between fulfilling my calling and enjoying church and socializing. I just feel like there is so much pressure and everyone is watching me. I have to remember I'm not perfect and people have to make their own decisions. I just have to do the best I can and rely on the Lord for comfort and strength. I hope that I can make my Heavenly Father proud and do whatever I can to meet the needs of His church and those sisters I have stewardship over.
I am very blessed and happy. I pray that this Christmas, everyone will remain safe and healthy. After last Christmas, I have gained such a greater appreciation for the little things. I'm excited to spend time with my family and remember my Savior. I hope everyone has a VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!
