Monday, February 7, 2011

Happiness

This post is purely about things that have made me happy this past while and things I am so excited about!!!!!
  1. HIP HOP. Yes I'm in a hip hop dance class and have become a Wangster! (white+gangsta) haha it is so much fun and is a great stress reliever.
  2. RASPBERRY JAM. It is just SO good and reminds me of summer.
  3. FUNNY MOMENTS. Well I'm not sure if there is a time when I'm not laughing, but there's always something random that happens in my life and a good quote to go with it!
  4. LETTERS. Nothing like a letter from a missionary to make your day!
  5. GIRL TALKS. Sometimes... you just need 'em.
  6. HATS. They are fun.... and save you from a bad hair day.
 Now for what I'm counting down the days till....

A road trip down to Orem to see my best friend since 6th grade for their MARDI GRAS bash! (3 weeks away)
and... 

Spring Break with some friends and soon to be friends down in (hopefully warm) St. Geezy!!!!! AHHHHH cannot wait!! I need me some sunshine BADLY!

P.S. Is it already Mid-semester next week?! HOLY COW!!!!! Time sure does fly.

Oh shout out to Madi Dodd who's leaving on a MISH soon!! I am so so excited for you girl. Can't wait for you to blow me away at your farewell :)

Thursday, January 20, 2011

The ROOMIES aka CRAZIES

SO.....
I moved out again!!!! WAHOO exciting right?! I was very excited and lucky to move out this semester! My parents are so great and supportive. It's nice to be so close to campus and the hospital (for clinicals, hopefully not for my own personal problems anymore LOL), especially since I have to be at the hospital at 4:30 AM. Yeah it's sick I know. But what can ya do? Oh the life of a nurse :)

Anywho so I moved into the apartments across from the house I lived in last year. I am still at the COMPOUND. (Yes I'm aware that when I tell people that they think I live at a rehab center. Still makes me laugh.)I'm back with my old roomie Hailey Wankier, which I love and I also have two other roomates.... Nikita Krebs and Amanda Price. I've known Nikita for forever through dance, high school, and our dad's work together so we're pretty tight and then I just met Amanda and she is absolutely AWESOME! Talk about a freaking model she is gorgeous! Anywho I have the BEST roomates and we all get along really well. It can get pretty crazy and loud at our apartment. I feel bad for the boys above us ;)

I also have a great student ward that I moved into. Everyone's really active and involved and there's tons of people so it's just a really great environment, especially since I don't get out much with school :)

Anyways life is as crazy or crazier than ever, but things are good. Even with it's sudden twists and turns, I am loving all the new experiences I am having!

COLLEGE IS SO FUN!!!
(Here are some roomate pictures we took a few weeks ago)
enjoy :)
All of us with the apartment's "Boyfriend"!


Random shot... haha love it!

CUTE girls :)

*silly faces*


Happy Spring Semester!! (I'm hoping for the SPRING part soon!!!!)

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

School is in Session!

Nursing school never fails to hit you hard! I went into this week thinking I only had class a couple days this week and they were nice enough to surprise us with orientations at the hospital every day this week. May I mention all day things as well.... so work definitely isn't an option.Whoops.... Thanks for the notice! Oh well just an opportunity to wear my sweet purple scrubs I look fabulous in!!! ;) haha wow.....

As you can tell by my sarcasm, this week is wearing me right out! Not to mention it's confusing the crap out of me! It would help if someone like our teachers knew what was going on..... I guess God thinks I need to learn patience. Obviously :) Definitely something I need to work on this year as one of my New Years goals.

Another thing I need to work on this year, especially if I want to become a nurse is controlling my facial expressions and emotions. We've started learning about labor and delivery and holy cow it makes me not want to have children!!! haha. (Don't worry after talking and worrying about all the details, my mind was instantly changed when we walked through the NICU nursery and saw all the super cute little babies!!! Oh I wanted to take one home so bad!) We watched some videos today and it scarred me for life. Pretty sure my jaw was on the floor! LOL. It was so hard to keep myself under control. There is so much I had no idea about! But I'm sure after I'm exposed to all these medical procedures as I'm on different wings of the hospital, I will get more used to it.

It's just so crazy I actually get to follow nurses around in the hospital this semester!! I am so excited and so nervous. It's very intimidating going in feeling like you know nothing. Especially, when we'll be doing stuff like catheters, helping with labor and delivery, working on the mother/baby, medical and surgical floors, PEDS, transitional care, etc. I just feel so young! (probably because I am :))

Nursing school is probably the hardest thing I've ever done in my life, but I'm sure it will be so rewarding. Later on that is... :) The good news is that after this semester I am HALF WAY done and will only have next year until I can take my boards to become a RN!!!! Until then....
I'm hitting the books!!!!

Monday, December 27, 2010

From a Different Perspective

Life never ceases to throw out surprises when you least expect it. Though they are always difficult, there is always a reason, for which we may never know, that lead us to become stronger people. This week will definitely go down as one I will always remember.

First off what didn't go on this week?! One of my best friend's got in a car wreck and lost 2 of her brothers, I was hospitalized for most the week from complications from having my appendix removed and getting pneumonia and atelectasis, some family friend's of mine got in a bad car crash as well and were in bed's just down the hall from me in the hospital, and it was Christmas! It was definitely an exhausting roller coaster of emotions.

If anyone wants to hear my horror stories they can just ask me, but I just wanted to write about some of the things I'm grateful for this week. Although it was pretty chaotic, I learned so much and realized a lot of things.

#1
I have THE best family in the world!!! They did so much for me while I was in the hospital and were such a help to me while I was struggling through tests and just being plain sick and miserable! I would have been perfectly happy just to be at home for Christmas, but they went above and beyond and made me feel so loved.

#2
I am also surrounded by such great friends and people in my community. I had so many people call and visit me and it meant so much to know people cared. Thank you to everyone for your support!

#3
I'm also grateful for great doctor's and nurse's who helped get me better. It was a good experience for me as a nursing student to see things from a patient's perspective to help in my training and see what kinds of things I want to do when I am a nurse. Strangely I'm also grateful for those not so good of doctor's or nurse's I encountered because they also made me see things I did not want to do that caused me stress and some pain haha.
                                                                                                                                                                        

This week I am feeling a lot better being off most of the meds they had me on. I can't imagine how people can be addicted to drugs because they make you sick and so out of it. I had some kooky experiences and don't want to go back! LOL. With school starting a week from today and I still haven't moved out, I'm fighting to gain my strength back to get everything done in time. Though I could of thought of a million other ways I would've liked to spend my Christmas break, I am grateful my Heavenly Father was watching over me and didn't let this happen to me while I was in school. Apparently my appendix had been sick for awhile and causing some issues I had no explanation for so it was a blessing in disguise and luckily didn't burst! I'm so glad that he is watching over me and can see and can control things I'm not aware of. I'm looking forward to a new year of experiences and goals!
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With a lot of children passing away in my community within the past year or so, I hope that we can keep them in our thoughts and prayers this holiday season and do what we can to comfort and support their families!
 


Sunday, December 19, 2010

My First Taste of Christmas

So sadly, I have been so busy that I haven't really had time to enjoy the Christmas season. So yesterday I had the amazing opportunity to go to the MOTAB/David Archuleta Christmas Concert and can I just say it was AMAZING!!!! What a neat experience it was and probably a once in a lifetime opportunity. I just love Christmas music and the wonderful spirit this time of year brings. Not to mention everyone fell in love with David! He just has such a beautiful voice and sings with such clarity. Plus he's a BABE! haha

I got to go down with my friends Jordan, Erica, and Tina, and we had a blast! We were so worried about not getting in, but we lucked out and made it there safe and sound. Not to mention we had pretty legit seats down on the lower floor! We even saw President Uchtdorf like 20 feet away from us! It was pretty cool.

After the concert we also got to walk around Temple Square and look at all the pretty lights. They do such a good job with them and the view is always breathtaking! Pictures never do the lights justice!

Here's a few pictures from the trip.

At the Conference Center for the XMAS concert.





 The decorations and set up were absolutely stunning!


Walking around Temple Square




One of my favorite "castles" 




 On the Bride's Circle...
"Maybe we should have brought our boyfriends..."
"Definitely next Christmas!" haha I love you girls!


Thanks for a fun night you guys! :)

Finals Week: Nursing School Style

Who doesn't dread finals week?! Pretty sure NO ONE. This was my third round at finals, but being in nursing school (more like medical school) it was nothing I had ever anticipated. All of us were just waiting for our "funeral" or so we called it. The test we were absolutely terrified for was our Pharmacology final. We basically had to know every drug and everything about them. Impossible right? Yeah pretty much. So here's how studying for that final went down...

Well we knew we would be studying for ETERNITY so we decided to enjoy ourselves and have some sparkling cider! My study buddies were Megan, Kylie, and Whitney. I have become very close to them over the last few months and we have a lot of fun together.




After studying for 8 hours straight on Tuesday night we decided to call it a day and we would continue the next day. Our final was on Thursday so we were planning on taking it the latest we could possible.

So on Wednesday, Kylie, Megan, and I met again to hit the books. We had planned for a very very VERY long night ahead of us so we planned ahead. We ended up buying a ton of snacks aka junk food that would make us gain 20 lbs. Best way to cope right? We thought so... Don't worry we had a huge tummy ache for the next few days haha.


Well if you didn't think that was enough, we decided to order pizza. Long story short, we bought one pizza and ended up with three... what an interesting night!



We were pretty excited about eating pizza!


Not to mention way sick :)


As the hours passed on and the more our brains started turning to mush we started getting ornery. Let's just say we weren't too happy about this test and couldn't wait for it to be over with.


With the amount of material we had to go over and the limited amount of time we had to do all of it, especially since we felt like we weren't prepared at all and knew nothing, we had to come up with creative ways to memorize everything. After trying to make a "condensed" study guide (hint hint on the condensed part), it ended up being 186 pages. Yes you read correctly....
186 pages!!!!!

Yup... definite fail. So we tried just looking at each class of drug and finding different ways to remember them and that one only ended up being about 40 pages for our comprehensive test, which was slightly better. We did have fun coming up with ways to remember the drugs. Being tired definitely played a factor on how weird the things were we came up with!
For example:
This is "Phenytoin." This is an anti-seizure drug. The way we remember it was because first off it sounds Chinese so we pictured an Asian lady. You can't take this drug while you're pregnant so her pregnant belly is crossed off. It can also cause a gum disease of some sort so we drew this type of gingivitis. And last off, it increases your risk of osteoporosis so we drew squiggly extremities. Yes we are nerds, but did we remember it? OH YES!! We were joking about how we would be drawing all these weird pictures during the test and people made fun of us. We also came up with actions and phrases as well to help us study. It was quite entertaining!

Another strategy we tried was watching YOUTUBE videos on different drugs. Here's a video of us dancing to one of them being dorks. Don't worry we look ridiculous because this was taken at 3 in the morning after studying for 12 hours straight... NO BIG DEAL!!!


After this point we came up with a plan. Cram for a few more hours (meaning pull an all-nighter), go to breakfast, take the test when the testing center opened, and then go home and crash and party later. After much deliberation and  hesitation, I was convince so the madness continued! We decide to take a late night run to Macey's to buy some food that was actually healthy for us so we grabbed that and then came back to cram. This is when panic and serious anxiety started to occur. We were exhausted, overwhelmed, and just couldn't take anymore. Finally at 7 a.m. after studying for 16 hours straight, we called it quits, but instead of going to take the test, we went home and crashed for a few hours, studied for a couple hours, and off to the test we went.


After memorizing over 200 drugs we were so excited and ready to be done with the stress! After much crying, stress, being in the testing center for two hours being tested on stuff we didn't even study, crying some more, we were D-O-N-E.... DONE!!!!!!

I can honestly say I've never studied so hard to do so bad on a test in my entire life, but with most people averaging the same as me (which was terrible) and still getting an A- out of the class, I didn't even care! We decided to celebrate by going out to dinner and having a chill night by watching a movie.


As you can see we were so beat! haha I can honestly say this finals week was one of the worst and  hardest weeks of my entire life, but having good friends and a supportive family got me through it!

I passed my first semester of NURSING SCHOOL!!!!!!
(And may I add I got letter grades in the A's!)

I am very grateful to be done for a few weeks to be able to catch up on life and enjoy the holiday.

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Time: Past.Present.&Future

TIME...
Funny thing isn't it?
It can move by so slowly and so quickly at times. Sometimes you want to get past something so badly, or want a moment to last forever.

I've had these moments happen over and over throughout my life and it amazes me how tricky time can be. It has also shown me how strong I actually am and what I can get through, especially when things don't always happen how we pictured them to.

So here I am...
  • 19 yrs old
  • graduated from high school a year and  a half ago
  • in my second year of college and 3 semesters away from graduating
  • all of my guy friends are on missions
  • a lot of my best friends have moved away to college

First off, "When in the heck did that all happen?"
Secondly, "Where is my life headed?"

Back in high school I could have never anticipated how rewarding and how hard being an adult could be. It has come with so many emotions and it's something new everyday. It's been a real eye-opener for me. I knew where I wanted to go with my future, but how I wanted to get there was a lot different than how God has wanted it. Being the control freak/perfectionist that I am, it has been a real adjustment, but one that has definitely been needed. Because you know what? I am not super woman!! I can't do everything myself and I don't have to.

Sorry for such a serious first post to my blog, but I have just had so much go on the past couple weeks that it has made me ponder a lot about my life and my future. One thing I have realized though is that time doesn't stop for no one. If we don't keep up, so many things will pass us by. We have to live for NOW. This time of life the opportunities are endless, choices are life-changing, and the memories are unforgettable. I choose to make the most of them because I know God will take care of me and will lead me to where I am supposed to be. What a great blessing this gospel is to know that we are not alone!